Shattered Illusions, Pilgrimage Portals and the Peace of Living in Divine Will
Something happened when I was in New York City on Pilgrimage for The Diamond Code reclamation.
After a series of feminine fire initiations and consistently choosing to believe that God was working it all out behind the scenes for me, I had a deep revelation.
There came a moment during my pilgrimage where the illusion of the perceived outer reality was completely shattered.
I recognized, with such clear vision that my ascension process, power reclamation, success, mission, destiny and divine inheritance was fully supported by God and that nothing else was or is required — and that I don’t need most of what has been programmed into me through society and collective belief systems.
This is an obvious thing, yes, but to the conditioned mind used to the human experience of reliance on things that don’t actually matter, releasing all that you have been taught at once can feel like a sudden ego death while also simultaneously feeling like pure liberation and sovereignty.
All of the unconscious and subconscious externalization of my needs and desires collapsed out and all parts of me remembered the lie, the spell, the illusion.
The moment where the amnesia ceased to exist across all space and time.
All that remained was me and God, and the relationship I have cultivated which is the foundation I have built my life upon.
My relationship with God is what provides everything that I need and desire, in perfect divine timing and order.
In that moment of clarity, God lifted me out of the perceived reality and realm that I felt I was in and I shifted back into God’s kingdom realm. I then began to attune to the frequency of sovereign liberation and reciprocity with the laws of God.
I felt incredible freedom, peace, joy, relief and gratitude for my relationship with the Father and with the Mother. With Christ Sophia.
I felt the provision and protection of God, and also the reminder that while I am a fractal aspect of God, I am reliant upon my relationship with God. I don’t pretend to act like I do not need God because I truly feel life without God relationship is a deeply painful existence. I remember what it was like to feel the absence of Source and I’m so grateful that I clawed my way out of the darkness to arrive where I am now.
And without this relationship, there is no conscious co-creation.
I choose to build my life with God in sacred reciprocity and by honoring God because while I’m on the path of enlightenment and spiritual sovereignty, I am also very well aware and respectful that I am not the Godhead. And I thank God for this truth because I don’t want to take on what isn’t mine to carry or act as if it is all on me. I take responsibility for my creation.
Organic Ascension is one of the most profound journeys and I can honestly say that my relationship with the Father and the Mother is what sustains me, resources me and supports me in continuing to walk out my mission.
It gives me the strength to witness all of the suffering, poverty, addiction and crimes against humanity that I have witnessed as a Priestess, Grid Worker, Human being. It gives me the strength to pray, to take inspired action and to be a part of the solution.
I couldn’t do what I do without God’s presence and support and that is the bottom line.
Humanity is really going through it and I am devoted to fulfilling my part of God’s plan to support the collective with this ascension cycle.
It wasn’t always easy and natural for me to commune with God in this way — it’s taken deep work to heal my God wound with the Father and Mother alongside my religious trauma and programming and yet I still come to find the truth in Christ Sophia and who God is as a spirit of truth, wisdom, love and justice.
God has transformed me over these last few months, releasing me from assignments that are now complete and giving me new missions that are going to support the collective. Some of it was a surprise, some of it wasn’t. Again, I find myself surrendering into the Great Mystery and God’s plan for my life. It is a co-creation and I continue to witness how God honors me and my needs the more that I honor myself and give myself permission to receive all of God’s blessings.
I’ll be sharing some updates soon around the assignments that have completed and what’s arriving now for Sanctuary of Sophia ™.
When you are here on divine assignment, you come to a point where you can see clearly that your mission is as much for you as it is for the collective.
God is infinitely intelligent and designed you perfectly. God designed your mission for you, to support you and liberate you. It is a divine orchestration.
The fallen architecture of this world reflects the distortion. God’s love reflects the truth of who you are, what is organic to your design and how God sees you.
Ascension is a journey of remembrance, discovery, reclamation. It is the path where you see the illusion shattered time and time again to remember the truth of creating in God’s heavenly realm as a sovereign being.
When we create consciously with God in Divine Will, the world around us reflects God’s love and infinite, majestic intelligence and peace.
Divine Will Co-Creation is organic to our design. We just have to remember it’s a choice and we have to choose it consistently until it’s an embodied way of being.
My pilgrimage to New York brought me out of the spaces I thought I had to be in to exist and fully anchored me into where I belong — co-creating with God in the heavenly realms that I am here to anchor here on Earth.