The Time I Almost Didn't Answer the Call and go to The Badlands
Right before the greatest leap of faith in my life, a literal journey into the unknown...I almost said "fuck it, I'm out" and shut my entire mission and destiny blueprint down.
Everything that could have gone wrong did go wrong -- days before we were intending to drive across the country in our RV after months of planning for our nomadic grid work mission, things started to blow up....hard.
Key components of the RV stopped working randomly, there was financial warfare happening in crazy ways and all things logically were pointing to -- Do not go, call it quits, go back home and forget about this mission
Elijah and I had some honest conversations as we navigated the warfare and the natural resistance to such a massive call.
Taking a grand ole leap of faith and venturing out into the unknown to answer the call of your soul makes for a great story but what happens when you actually have to do the thing?
We knew we had a decision to make -- and that we had to make it now
When Elijah asked me what I wanted to do, a majority of the parts of me wanted to go back to Charleston (perceived safety) and our old life.
But when I prayed, when I felt into the aligned next step...I knew that was not the right choice. Choosing to quiet the fear and silence the interference, the direction was clear:
It was Badlands or bust.
I had been called to doing this work for years and now was the time to rise. It didn't look like how I wanted it to, it wasn't easy, it stretched me AND I knew this was the moment of breakthrough.
I knew that something was waiting for us there, that God called us for a reason, and that the amount of interference and crazy warfare around our journey could only mean one thing: This mission was so much bigger than just us.
And that is the truth, because when a grid worker is assigned to a project, to a grid, to a land work assignment...it is because that grid worker is facilitating something much, much bigger contributing to the entire tapestry of what we are all doing together.
And so we cleared the fear, created a boundary with the warfare and completely closed off all lower timeline manipulation. We cleared the runway and we got ready to fly. And fly we did.
As soon as we made the decision to go, everything started to shift.
Miracles started pouring in, everything came together and we began to feel ourselves shifting because of the move we made to say yes, to answer the call...even when "logic" said it was crazy.
Going to The Badlands was one of those life changing experiences that cannot be quantified. What I retrieved, what my Union retrieved, what I facilitated and what was reclaimed was beyond my wildest dreams. It was one of the most magical experiences of my life...to see a true organic Christed Rainbow Pillar appear in the sky moments after we completed our mission...it was one for the books.
But beyond the experience was who I became because I said yes, because I answered the call. That decision changed everything for me.
Answering the call to fulfill your soul's mission can be edgy, unsettling.
It can bring up a lot of fear, resistance, persecution wounds.
It can bring you into doubt, wondering if you are ready to experience what is on the other side of answering the call.
What happens when you say yes, when you become a more embodied version of yourself because you trusted your soul and God over your mind?
You transform. You ascend, supernaturally.
Grid Work is the work that changes this planet and the environment for humanity.
The reason why grid workers don't unlock their full potential with their gifts is because there is fear and uncertainty around how to facilitate in a safe, powerful and energetically clean way.
The truth is that when you learn how to navigate your assignments and soul's mission within the frequency of safety for your God ordained commissioned work, it becomes so clear and easy.
This is why I created The Cathedral — to show you how to do this for your own path.
Because I have lived it, I know what its like to feel the mantle of assignments and how you are meant to contribute as part of why you are here on this planet...and not know how to carry it out in a way that feels stabilized, deeply held and peaceful.
When I recognized that me delaying and not completing my assignments out of fear, doubt and uncertainty was impacting the greater ascension process for humanity, it was the ultimate choice point moment.
I chose courage and faith over fear, knowing that when God calls me to something...I can trust I will be safe, provided for and protected. This is my foundation that allows me to take on the massive projects like Disney.
If you know you are being called into your next level as a grid worker, earth keeper and prayer priestess to support the collective awakening on this planet, The Cathedral is for you.
Disclosure is here and God is amping up the land & grid work assignments because humanity is ready for the holographic reality of this planet to change. Praise God!
I am so excited about what God has been showing me because, let's face it....it's go time.
Our next mission {Disneyland} is arriving this month and I would love to invite you to be a part of it if you know you are meant to stand for the children and shut down the grids promoting crimes against humanity.
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