The Time I was Energetically Harvested & What God Guided me to do About it

I remember the first time I was in a container and I consciously recognized that my energy was being harvested by the facilitator.

The thing is, I knew something was wrong for a long time but I was in denial because this person was very advanced spiritually and it didn't make sense to my brain that this could possibly happen.

This person was saying all the right things and it was super alluring and looked like everything was as it should be in terms of spiritual energetics.

Unfortunately, it was the opposite of that because this person was out of integrity and not actually embodied in what they were teaching -- and were not practicing what they were preaching. (this is a key indicator that someone is operating in false light)

I was being gaslit when I brought up safety issues or questioned things, being told that I didn't understand and that it was my ego...often being shamed for it.

On one particular call, I was present and witnessing the facilitator lead/teach and I felt so drained and like something was pulling on me. This had been happening for months but I just thought it was "part of the process" so I ignored it. In this instance, I couldn't ignore it and when I was open, God showed me that my energy was powering up this teacher. I didn't quite understand the extent of it but I knew that my energy was being pulled into the field and to them through a hook...

And then I saw the etheric hook tethering me to them and how it was just siphoning me like a vacuum.

So, the next thing I did was stop being present.

I decided no longer to be intently present and that is when the facilitator lost their train of thought and didn't know what to say next. They got lost in the field and I recognized very clearly that they were feeding off my quanta to bring through codes that actually were not theirs to begin with in the first place.

So I experimented (as this was new to me, many years ago before I learned about energy harvesting) and went back to being present again (this was a group call with many others on it) and then the facilitator began to speak more in flow and without trouble.

And again, I stopped being present and then they began to fumble, lose focus and stop expressing. It was fascinating to witness and really opened my eyes.

God was showing me how my power and energy, when present, was actually powering up this person because this person was not actually sourcing from God. They were sourcing from me, and, most likely, a lot of other people. Feeding off the group's energy rather than directly being resourced from God.

Shortly after that, as I was still processing and continued to stay in the group space, there came a group session where we were meant to receive. My body was screaming at me so loudly NO that I literally had to jump off the call and process.

You may wonder why I didn't leave once I recognized I was being harvested.

Well, I doubted myself...

I had never dealt with this before, this person was supposed to be a safe and trusted leader and I thought I was just being dramatic. Even though I knew deep down it was true, I felt obligated, confused and scared to leave. (red flags galore)

By the next call, my body was awake enough to say no, and that was when the breakthrough happened.

I had to witness where I gaslit myself and betrayed my own body and intuition that had been saying GET OUT because I felt a sense of false loyalty to this person. And, to be totally transparent, this person love bombed me to tell me how special I was (of course, I was their food source) and how gifted I was etc etc and so that made me feel like I was meant to be in this space. Looking back, I know clearly I was engaging with a false light spiritual narc who was using spiritual concepts to keep me hooked into the field.

When I made the decision to leave that space, I underwent the most insane psychic attack that was filled with verbal abuse, relentless messaging and manipulation through multiple forms to get me to come back into the space and also tell that person why I was leaving. They did not respect my sovereign decision and bullied me for weeks saying that I was not spiritually mature to have a conversation (aka feed them) to tell them why I was leaving.

This all confirmed to me WHY I was leaving in the first place. It forced me to look at my own wounds which was very confronting, and where I had said yes to this kind of experience.

At this time, once I finally decided I am out of here, I started unhooking from this person and the space and then God began to restore me.

Because I was no longer feeding this person and space, I had clarity for the first time in a long time and God specifically told me -- do not give them any information about why you are leaving. They will use it as a weapon to manipulate others to come into this space and it will cause more damage.

This was such a clear instruction from God the Father that I obeyed, and I am so glad that I did. Even though I was attacked for weeks around this, it was the right thing to do.

It was part of my assignment to experience this so intensely and viscerally because (little did I know at the time) I would be leading others through their reclamations around this, teaching and training women how to identify False Light (This is the work I do inside The Cathedral and The Sophianic Glow Up) as well as unhooking and calling their essence back from every person who has harvested them.

Like it or not, we live on a planet that runs on harvesting grids and agendas which is why we are dismantling these grids to support humanity in returning to God as the true Source.

I take responsibility for my part, and the lessons I learned from giving away my power and authority to this facilitator.

It was a really hard lesson (and there is so much more I could share about this and how it traumatized me) but I am SO grateful for it because of how it prepared me for my work and how many I have been able to support in rehabilitation after these kinds of experiences.

It is incredibly common and really a rite of passage for many wayshowers.

Also, Sophianic women are highly targeted for their codes and essence and this was my first glance into this, which was an invaluable teaching and experience.

The last piece around this was that God had me go first.

This space had hundreds of people in it and when I left quietly, without creating drama in the group itself, it started a mass exodus. For months (and even years later) I would receive messages from people in that space that would ask me if I could support them with leaving because they were having a hard time with it.

Just like my experience, the facilitator was trying to bully them into staying and digging for information of why they were leaving.

I supported many souls who left that space and it was very validating for them that they weren't alone in their experience. The pattern was obvious as I witnessed it person after person.

A lot of times we see these toxic dynamics play out, or feel them, but it is hard to understand what exactly is going on -- until God reveals it to you.

If you have been in a space where you felt your energy being pulled on to power up the person leading or the space itself, and that includes financially, ask God to show you the truth.

God will always show you the truth when you ask -- you just have to be ready to see it and accept it.

I was in denial a long time in that space (and even after, making excuses and trying to justify) but eventually I moved out of it and accepted it for what it was -- a facilitator who was not sourcing to God and being utilized through their wounds as a vessel to harvest others to feed an agenda that was not of God's Divine Will.

As always, God will work it out for the highest. Repair and rehabilitation is always possible with God, not just for me but also for the one facilitating the harvesting, if they so choose it.

I am not here to be the False Light Police.

It is not my assignment to call people out, but rather, patterns of the false light agenda, so that you can identify common tactics and mechanics that are rampant in the field and be able to identify them and choose to participate or not.

Everyone has free will and can choose where they source from.

I choose to be resourced from God, not other people.

This is what I stand for and what I teach inside Sanctuary of Sophia.

We don't need to harvest from others when we are resourced from the one true living God Source and choose to live in Divine Will. It is through God relationship that we understand this and that can only come from cultivating a personal relationship with God and choosing Divine Will over the will of the ego.

Not all spiritual teachers, mentors and coaches are practicing this or living in Divine Will -- and it clearly shows when you look at the online spiritual and personal development industries.

The good news is that you get to choose how you co-create your life, how you source your power and life force energy and what you choose to serve...The Organic Living Light of Christ or False Light / Synthetic Light / Artificial Light.

We are actively watching the dismantling and demotion of these fallen grids and those that have been the key players in keeping the grids fed. This will continue to happen as God's New Earth grids rise alongside the leaders that are tending to them and have integrity to lead the new paradigm.

If you resonate with this or an experience came to mind as you received this transmission, I would love to invite you to join Jenna and I inside UNHOOKED.

You will have an opportunity to reclaim your power and essence while also releasing any energies you are holding onto toward that person/experience that are ready to be released.